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Parc (Dream)

dream Feb 05, 2022

At this theatre watching things. Ariana G. is there and we notice each other, I think we even get close. There's a warning and Ariana leaves, I cannot for some reason, I don't know the way out. Dangerous people walk in with weapons, I escape from the back into this weird parc. At this weird parc, I need to get away from, being chased by people. There are other people at the park. I try to hop on a train but I don't have a ticket. I'm at a bar with Kyle D. and Misha D. and we're talking about opening one. We say "here we go again" and I say I like my business model the best. I'm at the bar table with my dad my mom we're talking, it's too much for my mom so she goes to get a drink. I talk to my dad for a little bit, we laugh at my mom and my grandmother, whose voices we can hear.

Image credit: Patricia Jekki

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Pool House (Dream)

dream Feb 04, 2022

At a resto with Xavier M., Régine D. and Maryse D. We are ordering exotic food. I tell my mom I can't pay and she gets furious. The food gets here and we eat. Brother becomes really "cute/crazy" and Régine D. attacks me aggressively. I feel pain.

At a big version of my current home. Alex P. shows up and we start hanging out. He implored he needs a place to stay. I imply it's my Régine D.'s place. We go to her room and he offers her an unrapable mug. She's happy to accept it. We go outside and Ray B. Is lying in the pool. I ask him if it's his house and he says no. Alex starts fighting with Ray and says "I'm tired of your shit".

Image credit: Ralph (Ravi) Kayden

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Board Game (Dream)

dream Feb 03, 2022

I'm in a new city with Karim S. and we go to a later room where some guy is making a game. The game feels like Risk. We play for a bit but the MC gets mad because Karim is putting too much pressure on him. The MC asks him to put some pressure on the other players. I am more watching them playing. Some people are playing Magic The Gathering, including Philippe C. Karim starts playing Magic too and I'm a bit surprised he changed games. I'm in a place with many people and I'm told to find my group. My website is shown on the wall, with some modifications (incl. URL) and from it, the SpongeBob SquarePants song starts playing. I'm a little embarrassed at first but then I'm not and people are kinda singing along. I have a thing I am holding and the people I'm meant to find are holding one too. We eventually find the right amount of people holding the stick item.


Image credit: Aksel Fristrup

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Transgender Adventure (Dream)

dream Jan 12, 2022

Got threatened by a trans girl who overheard me saying "I didn't like LGBTQ". Someone warned me not to. It felt horrible and violent. That person has a dirty weapon. I leave and try to run away and have to go to a place. I run around the city until I stumble on a nice house with a gathering of people. At that place, there are plenty of trans people and one guy who looks rich and gives me a look full of meaning. A presentation starts on the TV. It feels like crap and I have an odd taste in my mouth. I need to leave but wait until the presentation starts. I put down a remote they gave us and walked away, trying to find somewhere to go. I walk by a couple of people who feel concerned for my safe return. I enter a restaurant/dep.

Image credit: Lena Balk

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Getting Back Into The Swing Of Things (Recollection)

recollection Jan 11, 2022

Today was all about getting back into the swing of things. I got work done early and quickly and had some time for Skiing (or TC). I didn't skip rope because it's like -20 outside but did a 1-min plank on the wooden floor. I then spent the evening playing Dofus and discovered a new set that just came out that I think would be fun to play on my Ecaflip. I got so excited that I went to bed 15 mins later than I wanted to. I'm confident I'll sleep well tonight and have a good day tomorrow, even if I have a class.

Image credit: Dofus

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Do Not Recall (Dream)

dream Jan 11, 2022

Do not recall.

Image credit: Matt Walsh

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Chasing Awareness (Dream)

dream Jan 04, 2022

Performing something for people on a stage. After the performance, Ivan D. and Karim S. follow me in the back and Ivan gets closer and tries to rub my back. I stare at him sternly to tell him to get away. There's glass in my mouth, and I'm taking it out in front of a mirror. I'm then put in a bed by an Indian nurse who's about to make me fall asleep while I'm staring at a little glass button with the word "awareness" above it. I fall asleep and wake up in my bed while pieces of the ward bed are still visible, notably the metal arms. I'm convinced I'm waking up in a simulation and I say: "well if this is a simulation, I want to fuck" and thought "and I don't really care who it is".

Image credit: Jose A.Thompson

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Do Not Recall (Dream)

dream Jan 03, 2022

Do not recall.

Image credit: Matt Walsh

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Girls I Missed (Recollection)

recollection Jan 03, 2022

Today, I started the new year plan. I am tired of writing this so I'll keep it brief. I answered like 20 prospects first thing and was thinking of Amanda B. and her pasty vibe (paste). All-day I was in love with her but resisted checking her out on Insta last night. I have Danielle B. on my iPhone background and tried a few I like (her ass, her nipples behind glass, and now there is her holding her tits and staring right at the camera fiercely) I like this one. I'm off to bed for a good start tomorrow, I will try to do everything but I won't worry if I get off schedule since until now I have no calls booked for tomorrow.

Image credit: Jeffrey F Lin

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Weird (Dream)

dream Dec 07, 2021

Misha D. was a murderer.

Image credit: STNGR Industries

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